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                                                 Breaking Up is Hard to Do

by Jay Ray

People who come to a therapist are very rarely happy. It stands to reason, that if they were they would be spending their money on whatever it is that is contributing to that. One thing that is common among those that do come is that they want change. Oddly enough, most hope that can occur with no disruption to whatever it is that has caused them to be uncomfortable in the first place. Therapy has come to be the last ditch stand that hopefully will solve it all because this trained person has all the solutions to whatever ails the situation. When the client discovers that this is not the case, and if the therapist is honest about this, one of two things can occur: either the client stops coming, or the client gets better. I didn’t say the situation gets better although that is the end result. I said the ‘client’ gets better. Actually, there was never anything wrong with the client. It was the decisions he or she was making and why.

Its true to say that there are a few major reasons people are unhappy: their work, including relationships with the people with whom they work, and their home life, which is about the people that they live with.   The main problem for all of us is getting on with the people in our lives. It should be so simple. We have been lead to believe from everything that we have been told, that families are the salt of the earth, and that work is a satisfying way to make our families and ourselves happy.

So much so, that our whole economic and social model is geared for it totally. We are clearly expected to mate as soon as is practically possible, and stay that way until we die. Dutifully we start looking in our pubescent years wherever prospective partners are to be found and we keep it up until we are successful. This usually requires seeking out possible partners in contrived social situations. We go to parties, pubs and dinners with the express purpose of meeting someone. As this situation is indeed contrived, alcohol lubricates the social interactions of strangers. If there is a bit of sexual attraction there, we make the eyes, talk the talk and often end up in bed with them by the end of the night.

The next weeks are about setting the pattern that this relationship (for such it became usually from the first night). Cohabitation begins as soon as possible and we have fulfilled our social and moral obligation. And we are still strangers. Now we do the best we can to mold ourselves, and our partners into something that works on a day-to-day basis, attempting to wiggle around and make the mix fit. Sometimes it does and that’s great. No more is heard from this lucky couple. Most of the time though, the more we find out about who we are sleeping with, the more desperate we become to get them to become someone who we can happily live with. And they are doing the same! Needs are not getting met and anger is being suppressed for the purpose of keeping the relationship and our social acceptability. If only they would see the error of their ways and change. But that is not as easy as it sounds. People are as they are for lots of reasons and they have taken all their lives to get that way. It’s not something we can turn on and off to suit, try as we may. And we do try. We turn ourselves inside out to stop the problems only to have ourselves resurface when we least want us to. We give up and begin coping mechanisms. For women that will often be nagging and covert angry resentment. My mum used to pick food up from the floor, where she had dropped it, and chant “another nail in his coffin” as she dropped it on his plate. Not a strategy I would recommend. Sexual withdrawal is often a woman’s way. It’s hard to be turned on by someone who you are perpetually angry at. Women traditionally are in the home with their anger so there is not much to distract them from it. Men usually withdraw bodily. They work late, and leave early. They go to the pub a lot after work, play golf and go fishing on the weekends. At some stage, depression sets in for both of them, even though it will look different on each. If all else fails in the attempts to change the partner’s behavior, sometimes people come to me. With them they bring the hope and expectation that I will be able to wave a magic wand here and there and change everything for the better without either of them having to do a thing.

Again, if they were happy they would be elsewhere. They are sitting in front of me because the relationship isn’t working. Now at this point, I am about to walk down a roadway strewn with pitfalls. If I just listen and commiserate, the client will feel better for a while until they come face to face with the offending partner’s behavior again (probably that night at tea). Nothing will change. I could suggest behavioral changing strategies such as rephrasing communications to be less blaming (“when you said that I felt……….” as opposed to “You arsehole, how dare you………….”). Maybe this will have a calming affect on the situation and de-escalate it somewhat. It could initiate some more constructive communication and may even elicit promises of change, which are heartfelt and honestly attempted. As I said earlier though, it has taken all our life to shape us into who we are today. Promises are hard things to use as a basis for such far-reaching personality transplants.

This is about as far as most counselors are willing to go. To step any further down the road to real change is to begin to fly in the face of societies taboo. Real change requires real honesty. The type of honesty that looks at who these two people realistically are. What they want out of life. What their hopes and dreams of the past were that were interrupted to fulfill societies prescription. It requires soul searching. The therapist that sails those waters with their client is a brave being. Most times when this happens, the client will, over time, come to find that the person they have attached themselves to in their haste, is not actually an ideal partner for the person that they themselves want to be. Once they see that it is not only impossible to change them, it’s actually unethical to try (they have the right to be who they are at their core anyway), there is only one choice that will work. Start again! Sometimes, when we have made a muddle that is not unravelable we have to scrap the project and start again. If the other partner hasn’t come to the same conclusions, the therapist has a problem on her hands: they will inevitably blame her. So many disgruntled partners, and family members of clients who come to their senses and decide to move on, have accused me of advocating relationship break ups that if I had a dollar for every one of them I would be a rich woman. This is as true for male spouses as it is for female ones. Whoever it is that was unwilling to look at the issue, or was able to distract themselves sufficiently with work or the children, will be the one that wants to place the blame for the situation outside of themselves. This is not only a therapist’s occupational hazard. Dear friends that have assisted in helping a caught person see the way out and free themselves from a destructive relationship cop it also. Parents that encourage moving on come in for it. For them however it happens maybe once in a lifetime. For a therapist, who is always the end of the road for damaged relationships, it becomes a statistic.

I, for some reason, decided to look at the phenomena itself to see if I could get to the bottom of what causes this unhappiness for my clients. Sometimes I think it would have been better to stay at home on that one. But what must be said must be said. It’s societies insistence that we perform miracles with the impossible that sits at the seat of my unhappy clients problem. It was not always a requirement that we mate and stay mated for life. It was not always an economic necessity that we move two-by-two. In tribal cultures, we moved together as a group, or we wandered as individuals. We could sometimes chose our way of walking more than we can today, although it’s changed a great deal since our parents day. We cannot tie ourselves to each other and hope to be able to move creatively through our lives feeling out what is best for us. We will either listen to our partner and do that resentfully, or we will fight about it. Either way, there has to be a better way, and I think we might find it yet, if we do what each successful client has to do:

·       Look deeply into our past to discover ourselves.

·       Move on from anything or anyone that is getting in the way of our honest expression of ourselves through our way of being in the world.

·       Make honest choices to be around those that are like-minded and take time to find out who they are and where they can be found.

·       Allow enough space between each other to allow for different ways of being. That requires dropping requirements on other people to change who they are for us. And removing the expectation on ourselves to be anything other than what we are for them.

·       Continue to look for ways that this can be possible by using continued negotiation in our relationships with others, whilst not compromising our rights. There is always a new creative way through if we are patient and willing to look beyond where we have been before.

It’s not something that can be imposed or enforced. It’s a dance. We are looking for harmony to arrive as it does when a piece of music finds its rhythm and dancers find their stride. It’s a natural flow, so “if it don’t fit, don’t force it. Relax and let it go!! ”